It has taken a long while to get to this place. This place where a decision has been made to go ahead and have my womb removed. I have tried everything to avoid this and was horrified at the beginning of the process that this was even on the table as the only, “complete” solution. I have limited experience of surgery and I don’t mind saying that the prospect scares me. This is major abdominal surgery. The recovery will take time I know, but there are risks and implications fr